Having had undiagnosed complex PTSD from childhood I had always had problems sleeping and had managed by just being able to function on a limited amount of sleep per night. My doctor prescribed Zopiclone to me three years ago and up until the last six months I had been taking it only in bad periods to try and regulate my normal sleep pattern. However, since starting counselling within the last six months I had been relying on sleeping tablets more and more to allow me to get some rest. As more and more distressing things were uncovered within my counselling the Zopiclone became a much needed tool to allow me to switch off for the night and relieve me from the emotional pain I was experiencing.
I had been told by my doctor on every visit that Zopiclone could be addictive but they allowed me to renew my prescription so I wasn't concerned. Also I had always considered myself a strong willed and vigilant person that would be able to notice if I developed a reliance on a drug. In addition to this my partner could see the distress that I was going through on a daily basis and was also encouraging me to take the tablets so that I would get some rest. From initially taking Zopiclone a few nights at a time I went to taking it every night without even worrying about it, as I didn't 'feel' addicted. I was also able to justify taking the drug as I always had something very important to do the following day that I needed to be ready for both mentally and physically.
It was only in a conversation with my mother that I realised that I may need to look at my use of the tablets a bit closer. She noted in our conversations that I had been taking it a lot and that I had a rough week ahead and asked if I would be continuing to take them each night. Having taken them for the last 20 days and planning to take them for at least the next seven nights I realised that there could be a problem. That night I decided to test whether I was addicted to sleeping tablets or not by not taking one and seeing how I coped .
Disturbingly I started getting really anxious before I went to bed and whilst I was lying in bed all I could think about was taking the tablet. I still don't know if this was a genuine craving or the fact I was just aware of the test that I was doing. Despite going to bed at 10 PM I was still awake at 3 AM. Out of what felt like sheer boredom I reached for the Zopiclone and took one. This was two nights ago and last night I did not take one.
If you would like to read how I coped for 8 days without taking Zopiclone please read here.
Symptoms or signs of Zopiclone (sleeping tablet) addiction
Here are some general signs of sleeping tablet addiction :
Common signs of addiction
- Needing larger doses to fall asleep
- Trying and failing to quit more than once
- Ignoring social, professional and familial obligations
- Seeming confused or frequently detached
- Body spasms
- Seizures
- Insomnia
- Delirium
- Anxiety
- Drug cravings
- Irritability
- Depression
- Confusion
- Hallucinations
- Sweating
- Increased heart rate
- Hand tremors
- Nausea
- Vomiting
If you have experienced issues with sleeping tablets please let me know in the comments section below and I will publish them to help other readers.
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